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November 22nd, 2009

...oh. @ 01:08 am


They Changed It, Now It Sucks is a pretty good summary.

This sounds quite like Zero Punctuation in my head. )

If there was one thing that had me grinning, it was the male violinist. TSO always picks up the local orchestra to be their strings section, and then one or two lead violinists who play this gnarly electric violins with crazy tricked-out bows. But this kid. Oh my god, this kid. He was having the time of his life on stage; he was an Asian Joe Biden. He was just so damn happy to be playing with the Trans-Siberian Orchestra. There was one point where, when running from one side of the stage to the other, he tripped and fell. Did it faze him? HELL NAW. He sat up with that doofy grin and kept playing like he totally meant to do it. I wanted to hug him, I loved him so much.
 

November 21st, 2009

(no subject) @ 04:40 pm


Well, we'll see how this year goes.
 

November 20th, 2009

FDAKFDH @ 06:27 pm


AH MY GAAAAAAWD I GOT A MIKE MYERS TO JOIN THE WAKE.

I AM JUST

SO EXCITED

FOREVER.




I was getting scared that our ad was gonna get jack shit. D:
 

November 17th, 2009

hurk @ 11:25 am


I was really excited about working on my cards because I'm getting my glue gun today, but nothing sucks the Christmas spirit out of you faster than snotting all over the place and having your uterus projectile-vomit.

Not that anyone really needed to know this. Oh well.
 

November 16th, 2009

November 15th, 2009

Happy @ 07:32 pm

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Today I danced like no one was watching.

It was so ridiculously fun.

I think I'm gonna go do it again.
 

Some useful notes on Auria @ 01:24 am


I am clinically depressed. I have been on thirty milligrams of Prozac for about eight months (twenty for the year before), but I don't always take it. Sometimes I forget. When I forget, I get depressed. Then I get too depressed to start up again. Tomorrow I am either going to up my dosage, or change to Paxil.

I have abysmally low self-esteem. While I am proud of a few accomplishments, and satisfied with some of the character traits that life and genetics have dealt me, I hate my own body and face and can't get away from the reputation I have crafted around myself.

I talk to myself. That's all under a tag called "introspective". I only have two aspects to my psyche: the rational optimism and the misanthropic pessimism. Mes has been very inactive lately, except for a few days ago. That upset me a lot, that she showed up again.

In sixth grade, I had a teacher who refused to accept my reasons for missing or late assignments. She constantly cited the difference between "reason" and "excuse", and somehow my reasons were actually excuses. Never in that entire grade did I learn what she thought was the difference between the two. Now everything I think is an excuse. Like this post for my behavior in the RP!S bullshit.

It's not. I don't know what it is, but I really hope it's not an excuse. (I wouldn't know the difference.)
 

November 14th, 2009

shit @ 07:29 pm


The fuck is wrong with me.
 

November 13th, 2009

Bonus points for the cut text @ 02:56 pm

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Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever music player you have on random.
Step 2: Post a line/stanza from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly

It took me fifty songs before I actually had twenty with lyrics. lol video game soundtracks

I heard / a nostalgic song / somewhere far away )
 

November 10th, 2009

Know thyself @ 09:39 pm

[21:23] auriatetsukai: I wish I could help people.
[21:23] auriatetsukai: in some way other than just being the bleeder.
Learning. )

I think I just explored a part of myself that I hadn't known was there.

Also, sorry for emoing about Ryune. Again.

 

November 7th, 2009

NOOOOOOOOO @ 08:07 pm


Storytime! )

I think Seattle heard my screams.
 

November 6th, 2009

... @ 09:34 pm

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I kind of hate myself.

Only kind of.
 

November 4th, 2009

A test or a tease. Not sure. @ 11:41 pm


" [L]ack of sleep can blur the line between reality and dreams, the present and the past. So it did not alarm Tran-Do when, in the evening mist on the banks of the stream, he saw the ghostly apparition of his mother and himself as a young boy being taught the ethics of Confucius.

Remember what Confucius taught. Always be kind.
Yes, Mother.
Always help the weak and the old.
Yes, Mother. I understand.
And always help those less fortunate than yourself.
Yes, Mother. Always.

A jet passes by in the distance and the apparition of his mother fades away. The child turns toward Tran-Do and says, in a non-judgmental, puzzled voice:

How did I become you? "
--from Night Castle; Trans-Siberian Orchestra
 

November 2nd, 2009

Hm. Whoops. @ 09:51 pm

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I never did finish that week-meme.







...eh. I'll do it tomorrow.
 

November 1st, 2009

Who can say if I've been changed for the better? @ 03:16 pm


I'm being selfish.

No, you're not. You're just hurting. It'll go away in time.

I do believe I have been changed for the better. )

Have you noticed--

Yeah. Yeah, I have.

How do you feel?

It makes me happy.

Good.
 

October 26th, 2009

October 22nd, 2009

Day Two: An image @ 08:58 pm

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This used to be a desktop background of mine. )

Been cleaning my room. It is a very uphill battle. I inhale dust a lot.
 

October 21st, 2009

Stolen from [info]princealia -- Day One @ 03:31 pm

Tags:

For one week, recommend/share:

1. a song
2. a picture
3. a book/ebook/fanfic
4. a site
5. a youtube clip
6. a quote
7. whatever tickles your fancy


Day One: A Song.

It's been eight or nine years since I last saw this movie, and this song still makes me cry.
 

(no subject) @ 12:21 pm

Oh my god. It all makes sense now.

 

Also re: BBS trailer @ 11:05 am


...I want to voice Aqua.

It'll never happen, but CHRIST I want to voice her so bad.
 

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Carpe pericula! Face errores!

I'll do it even if it kills me.